sexual freedomSexual Freedom, how I won the man of my dreams.Form a simple farm girl with no friends and no one to love me.Sorry the intro is a bit long,Ok so this is the story of my sex life and how I used it to win over the man I loved from a far.Before we start though let me tell you a bit about who I used to be.I am a very shy farm girl form a small village in the Cotswolds.My name is Steffiy.I am 5 feet 2 inches tall.Mousy Blonde Hair, go’s half way down my back, always has.I am a size 10 UK.Almost Never Wear Makeup, little lip gloss in the winter.My voice doesn’t carry, it have always been soft quiet, witch can be a problem.I can’t argue to save my life, never have.So when I was sixteen I left school and ‘Fell in love’ with a guy called Bob,Now I was a more simple person then but, Not now, but I spent seven years with Bob.I hated it, he was nasty, in seven years he hit me twice in the face, just because he was drink and hated his job,He destroyed almost every door in our house, and more, the garage, the shed, tables, any thing.I spent a lot of my c***dhood collecting porcelain masks, they were beautiful, But Bob destroyed them.We sit sofa watching TV, and just because he wanted to, he would punch me “dead leg” would mean he wants a drink,and if I couldn’t get up, he would punch me in the stomach, and wind me.He never letting me do anything with anyone, I lost touch with all my school friends,Not that I had many in the first place, like I said, I was shy.Any way he simply bulled me non stop.So as you can guess I was super unhappy and lonely.But anyway I was working in the local town in a cigarettes shop, very boring and very unhappy.But there was, A chef that used to come in every day to get his smokes – (I don’t smoke by the way) –And he was always so nice to me.- (It really would make my day to see him and I hated to have a day off)-Well anyway one day I get to go see mum and dad, as I am crying,I say to my mum “Mum I hate being with Bob” and she did what all mums do,“leave him and come home your twenty three now, and he has held you down for so long.” she saysSo needless to say I did leave him.I stayed working at the same place, looking at this, super sexy chef, came in every day for cigarettes,everyone seemed to like, so many people new him.Now I never really been to restaurants with Bob, because of the mortgage and our low wages.But one day – (Really embarrassed) – I say to a work friend about this Chef.And she tell me were he works, witch is quite literally a one minuet work from the shop I work in. – (Who New ??) –Will like I said we didn’t really go out, some time we would go to the pub so Bob could get drink and beat me up.And like I said I never really want anywhere, Bob , mortgage, and fear of Bob and so on.Now Bob used to come into the shop and hound me, he never smoked, but he would come in and just put fear into me,Saying things like “Nobody will ever want you, your fat and ugly.” and so on it went,I told my boss about it and he band Bob from the shop.But he did it when the Chef was there.And I could see on the chef’s his face that he was upset about Bob.Anyway after a day or so the Chef, asked me what had happened because he had seen Bob,Outside waiting for me, so I told him.He didn’t seem to react, so I didn’t think much about it either.But Wow I just had a chat with the Chef, I was so embarrassed.But at the end of my shift the Chef walked in and told me he would walk me to my car.– (I don’t drive by the) –And I said that my work friend will be picking me up in half an hour,So he told me to call her and say to pick me up from the restaurant, so I did.And we walked pasted Bob – (The look on his face, I was so afraid) – but I was walking with the chef and I felt safe.And really it was a one minute walk, I didn’t know it was even there,And oh my god it was the most beautiful place I’ve ever seen.A three story restaurant that can seat up to two hundred and fifty people, three bar’s and the middle floor,Was just Wow, it had a wall partition, from the floor to just over half way to the ceiling, fish tank it was truly beautiful.Anyway Chef got me a drink and told me about the restaurant and how busy it gets.As I listened, I couldn’t help but feel turned on by him, “we’re always look for staff, may be day you could help, I will pay you and make sure you get home.” he tells me.Any way as the weeks passed, Bob was still trying to hound me at work, waiting out side.BUT Neil – (The Chef) – often come and met me for work and we would pop to the restaurant.To wait for my lift home.But if Neil couldn’t – (And this was what made me, Start, to fall in love with him) – Meat me he world send someone to meet me one of the other Chefs or a waitress, and I started to feel, wanted, even cared for.I know Mum, Dad, my big b*o and sisters wanted me round, But with Bob I felt, I don’t know empty, crap, useless.But after a wile some of the waitresses had said “Come do a shiff with us, we always need help.”So I did.Now I never wear makeup never have really but these waitresses did and they all looked so beautiful,How could some one like me fit into this beautiful place.– (And yes I was more than just super jealous of them.) –So I helped out at the bar’s clearing glasses on all the floors and started to learn all the staffs name.Little Gary, Big Gary, – (seven feet tall no joke) – Paul, Steve, some others that didn’t last very long.So at this point I think I should tell you about the stunning head Chef, called Neil.– (Now my husband and was he twenty years old) –I am older than him by just under three yearsSo what’s he like, well, – (Little note here he still looks almost the same just a bit of a tummy with age) –He is six feel tall shaved head always wears a bandana in the kitchen, they all do, he is well made, large shoulders, slim body,Nice muscles – (Not huge but still not small) – he has gray bluish eyes small nose and ears and a soft smile.Now all the chefs shaved there heads – (it’s not a rule) – and all were bandanas,– (funny thing happened you know “the costumer is always right????”) –NO they are not!!They had a customer that couldn’t pay for there food one time and This one customer says “there was hair in my food I’m not paying”So all the chefs come down and took there bandannas off, the customer was really embarrassed,But the point is, Neil simply said “No probs mate you can pay on your pay day.”And he didn’t do it in front of the guys girlfriend ether, or the other customer.Neil made it look like the customer was getting what ne wanted.Neil felt that he had make guy look small by all his chefs taking there bandannas off,So he asked the customer to come to the kitchen, so that Neil could apologize.But guy apologize before Neil could say anything,Any way this customer come back and Paid a few days later, Leavening a huge tip.It turns out that most of the Chefs went to school together.And the waitresses were all young and beautiful.And they all fitted so well in this beautiful restaurant.After about three months or so I ended up working there full time, andoh my god the money I was making was more than Three time that of the shop.And I never sure Bob again. – (Nice!!!) –I was so happy and I was hocked on Neil and his Chefs.They were all really nice people, And yes Neil as Head chef could be a bit angry and pissed off,But it was so rear for him to get angry, and nothing like the crap you see on TV.Little note: here the restaurant was huge and Neil lived there on the top floor,he didn’t mind anyone using his Shower of living rooms, the shower is a walk in room, and was really nice.A huge bathroom that all the staff used, and front room we all used to relax between shifts.Restaurant hours can be really long and split in to two shifts.But there was Neils, three big soft sofas to snooze on, and then there was Neils Bedroom Soooo nice.Every one had the highest level of respect for his rooms and for him.In work every one called him Chef, But out of work even the waiting staff and stafffrom the pubs we all went to, everyone called him “Boss man”.Turns out that he had helped write a lot of menus for the pubs in town.He was the type of guy that could see that a KP was better than just bins and wash up.So there you go that is the basics about them, I had friends and money and I liked being alive.– (No Bob) –Oh one more thing something all the women will like.You know when you see a chef on TV with his knife,Chop chop chop really fast, And the bang, bang, bang, of the knife hitting the chopping board really fast.Well Neil could use a knife really fast BUT he world do the “chop chop chop”But there was NEVER a bang, bang, bang,All you hear is the fast slicing of what he was working on.Like he hasn’t touched the chopping board.When I watched him it was just WOW,– (I’ve never been so turned on in my life) –I asked him “How come you don’t make any noise???” He said “because I’ve got a hangover, and it thumps in my head.”That left me oh so WOW I want him even more.A short time later I started helping in the Kitchen and joining in with them outside of work.We all showered at about the same time,You could easily fit two people in Neil’s shower and not be in each others way.I would shower with one of the waitresses. – (Jealous of them when they talk about the chefs they had slept with) –I wasn’t that shy any more.We all Had clean clothes at work so we could shower and go out at night for a drink.The Owner of the restaurant rented houses for collage staff, as he would get part time staff in Uni, or collageAnd people like me so, I moved in with some of the waitresses and Big Garry.All of us used to have fun and I would listing to the waitresses saying things,Like they had seeped with Neil or Steve and Big Garry.And wow was I jealous when they said Neil.But there you go Neil was way out of my league.I got close to Big Garry – (he was about two feet taller than me) – but we didn’t get serious.I did sleep with him often and his bit’s are huge in comparison to Bobs.It was so nice to be touched by some one that you don’t fear, and oh so big.That you know you will be safe.Anyway we would all work like a family and god did we drink and smoke weed as well.So There you have it, the start of my story.– (Lesbian Thoughts) –I learn how to use a douche form this part of my story,I learn tokat escort how to be immaculately clean form the waitresses.Not that I was dirty I used to shower every day, but form these Waitresses,I learn how to be immaculately clean.So one night I found myself talking to Suzy, a waitress that I now lived with, and we were a Bit stoned.Chatting away on her bed, but as it got late and we got more and more stoned we started to fall asleep.In the night we both got a bit warm and striped down to sleep.I woke up at some point in the night and Suzy was hugging me.Wow she was so soft to touch – (She was asleep) – and I found myself spooning up against.So so soft it really turned me on.We got up in the morning a bit late and had to do a quick job of shower and Suzy’s makeup.Work like normal, but I was thinking about both Neil and Suzy now – (Head Fuck) –at this point of my life I had only had sex with 2 people, Bob and Big Garry.Bob a nasty mean asshole, and Big Garry a gentle giant with a soft rich smile.So what was with Suzy? I have had both Nice and Nasty, but now I want soft and sweet.Can you see the problem?, see I new the waitresses slept together.I wanted to know if maybe I was k**ding myself with men, – (I new deep down I couldn’t have Neil) –So I spent lots of time with Suzy,Hoping maybe for just a Kiss, just to see if I was getting it wrong.And like I said I was shy, but one day we got a bit drunk all of us after work.We went back to the restaurant for a last drink we ended up in Neils,Rooms and me and Suzy Snoozed on a sofa, as we moved to spoon,– (Me being a bit drunk, never really allowed to drink when I was with Bob) –I gave her a kiss good night thinking she would not remember!.(My First Lesbian Encounter)So like I said Neil has a walk in shower room ,and In the morning like always,Me and Suzy take a shower.She has such a beautiful body, and yes I was jealous, and found myself turned on as well,Anyway just as the water started to warm up,Suzy steps so close to me that we are pretty much touching,She stop and looks me in the eyes and says “you kissed me last night”not knowing what to say or do, I hang my head in shame and say“I’m so sorry I was a little to drink I don’t know what I way thinking, I will never do it again.!!”I was so ashamed of myself What the hell have I done.These people are all so nice to me, my friend – (Really the only people I could say are my friends) –I was happy, but I felt that I had messed it all up thinking.– (Bob was right no one would want me and I am ugly.) –“Shame” she says that’s all just “shame” and I was so ashamed and now confused.She takes my hand and lifts my head,”I am so sorry” I say again and try to hang my head,But she stop me and says“we are all the same here all you have to do I ask” now I don’t really understand this is a bit to cryptic for me,But I very soon find out what she means.She simply says “Can I kiss you back now we are both sober ??” Wow fuck,? Shit.? Wait what!!!Really I didn’t know what to do “Umm yes??, I think so”I’m saying yes like I don’t know the answer.dam I’m thick at times.It’s a good job we were in the shower, I had tears in my eye, – (I really thought I’d lost my new friends) –I Cried quietly to myself, and stole a kiss from Suzy.As she kissed me back.We didn’t have much time as we were both meant to start work but we did wash each other,It was nice to say the least, Even better than my gentle giant Big Garry.When it came to lunch break, – (I don’t know if you know but staff hours in restaurants are strange, lunch time for staff can be three to four hours long,but you can still work up to 16 hours in a day) –Me and Suzy played we had a shower at work and went for a drink with everyone first.And Suzy asked if we could stay at Neils, He said that we could snooz in his room as he had things to do,Neil almost always paid for drinks.Unless he was doing his stock orders or menus, then, he would be lateand we would buy him drinks. – (It was like a competition who could get him a drink) –So we went back to the restaurant and got in to Neils bed,I asked if I was allowed to kiss her all over “yes do what you like, as long as I’m allowed to do the same” she says.Dear god what was I thinking, but she is so beautiful, her hair was like a messy but soft halo behind her head,I didn’t know what to do, I wasn’t jealous any more I was excited, scared, happy, sad, even lost,As I hover her, I lent down to kiss her, my arm holding me up, touching her breast I could feel so soft by my arm,She closed her eye and smiled at me at I kissed her neck, she say to me “stay there I want to do some thing before you move out of reach”I didn’t understand, were would I go to be out of reach?or worst still, were is she going!!.But she just lay there with me kissing her and her neck, her lips, even her little nose.I start to feel her hand’s both moving between my thighs, I stop moving and feel her smile under my lips, as I gently groin,She moves her finger over bits opening easily with tow fingers holding me open and playing my soft spot With here other hand. – (oh god) – I stop kissing and stiff as she makes me cum,Shacking gently as I hover over her biting my bottom lip.I never new I could come so easy.I want to the same for here as I kiss my way down her body touching her breast kissing and gentle licks around them.As she giggles I ask “Can I toast between your legs?”Smiling at me as she opens her legs for me, she says “Help your self, do to me what you want me to do to you”I don’t know what I want! what the hell am I doing, but I am here, This is what I wanted? I think.I open her lips with my fingers and simply try.Wow I never new what it was like. I suck gently on her soft spot, opening her gently,one finger slipping in just a little, I steal a taste of my finger that has been inside her,licking gently form her bum to her soft spot, “do to me what you want me to do to you” she say again.– (I can’t do that I like to be filled, I like to be stretched and deep, I can’t do that to her.) –She feels like warm silk on my tongue, so soft, a taste of heaven you cant put into words.In my mind, I see what I want to do, what I want done to me, I open her lips with fingers and tickle her soft spot.Breathing in deep to suck cold air in, laughing she closes her leg’s a little,So I’m trapped with my tongue between her legs, It feel soft wet and silky her private lips held in a kiss.I don’t want to stop, I like this – (Am I a Lesbian??? I don’t think I am) –We spend almost two hours with each other, tasting, playing and laughing. – (I’m so happy) –Something clicks inside me and I don’t know what it is, as I spoon myself behind Suzy.So I can run my hand over here naked body,I can feel that her body is very much the same shape as mine.I find that I am happy about it, it must means that Bob is wrong about me??As I lay there just running my hand over Suzy’s body, kissing the back and here nick, I here the phone in Neil’s Office.– (Shit I’m naked in Neil’s bed, it just didn’t click till now) -Neil opens the door and simply smiles and says “Sorry to have to ask but could you star early, we got a lot of booking”– (Shit what the hell is going on he can see me naked on his bed) – “Umm yes we can start when ever” Suzy says.“Cool I need to change, and get ready.” he says – (Dear god what the hell is happening!!) –he simply walks in a get undressed, I don’t know what to do with myself I’m naked on his bed.I watch him change and notice he has no underwear on, Dear god look at that, he has an eight pack not a six pack, he should wear a bra with the size of throws musicals,he has a bigger chest then I do.And Suzy just simply rolls of the bed, and starts to get dressed.I don’t know what to do with myself. as I look at him and Suzy – (is this Normal???) –But oh wow they are so beautiful to look at.“chop chop Steff, drinks on me tonight for this.” he say.CLICK – (Oh yeah we’re starting work early) –“Sorry Chef” I say– (Wow his bit’s are huge like a porn star, long and fat, no wonder he doesn’t were underwear, were would he put his bit’s) –And so there it is with my first Lesbian EncounterAnd I have to say I loved it!But it is not something I could tell my mum or sisters.And seeing Neil naked,!! god I want him.My First Double PenetrationOK so the next part of my story will cover my first time having sex in a room full of people .And it will help you to understand how it was I got the man I wanted.So a week or two has passed me and Suzy had slept together almost ever day.Except for when we had come on we were pretty much together all the time.We also had fun with a stunning Waitress called Dee, and even my gentle giant big Garry.So one knight we were supper busy- (This is what made be really fall for Neil) -and we are running round the kitchen like mad.Neil as ever so calm says “I’m going for a ciggy back in a bit” and “yes chef” every one says at the same time.“Steff & Steve come with me little Garry could you get some drinks?” and “yes chef we all say”So we are supper busy and all going for a break????- (Really all of us going for a break) -I know right BUT…I say to Neil “Aren’t we a bit busy for a break Chef??” “It’s no probs Steff” Neil says “The stove if full, The grill’s are full, The ovens are full, The plates and side’s are ready.” he says“It will be about 15 minutes before any of it is ready to go out so lets have a quick smoke well we can.”– (I’m stood there like WOW looking round and seeing that he is right) –There really is nothing we can do at the moment, How the fuck dose he see these things. I’m thinking.– (Just a little Note/ you know the TV Chef’s?? always angry and shouting. Well Neil, Is Not like that/ don’t get me wrong, you do not upset him I his kitchen, he has an sir of pure calm, if your slow, He doesn’t shout, He come’s over and helps, even washing up, He likes everyone to finish at the same time.) –I guess it is his job to see and know these things, and he is good at it.So any way me and Steve stand with Neil – (Me NOT smoking) – and he says“I Need you tow to keep stock up to date and keep my rooms tidy, I have a cleaner coming round, once a week but need someone to stay and let them in.And if it’s ok with you Steff I would like it to be you.”Steve pipes up and Says “What the fuck man you stich up”and trabzon escort I’m stood there wondering what is going ok. “yeah sorry mate but I will not be long” says Neil.and I’m there thinking what is going on???I think out Loud “Ohoo you going on Holladay?? Were you going?”“Only to south of France, and no not on Holladay, but I’m not going for long.” he saysand again I’m thinking “what??”I can see that Steve isn’t very happy about this, “yeah right how long?”“Four months” Neil says.There and then my heart drops, what is going on?- (I love being around him, he freed me form Bob) –“Order a take away for tonight please Steve, I will make it up to you.” he says“takeway? we work in a restaurant” I saySteve just laughs “yeah ok mate how much?” Neil smiles “1k should do it, my treat”Well that was that I didn’t know what to think or what was going on for that matter.I had been working with them for some time now and knew when they were talking in code.Neil still smelling “OK you guys go do that, I will do the kitchen, and we will all meat in the club, all our booking have been done, So it’s only walk in’s left to do.”Steve simple say “Ok give me your keys, Steff go get chang out of your whites, and into club cloths.”And that was that off we go to Neils rooms, me know knowing what the hell is going on.As we go change we pop into Neils office and Steve opens Neils desk, “Give me a hand and count out £1.000 for me, I need to make a call.”I’m looking in Neils desk and all I see in the drew Steve just opened is full of money a lot of money.I get a little shaky as I count it out. – (What the fuck is going on?) –Steve comes back in and says “All done my side, you got the cash??”“Yy -yes” I say scared that I don’t get what’s happening, shaky handed I give Steve the moneyAnd we lock up the office.“Steve what’s going on??”“You will see later Seff don’t worry” He say, simple as that like this is normal.“Come on we should shower and change, and be a bit quick we got to go in about an hour”“Ok” I say simply. “Hears the keys for every thing,” Steve says as he passes them to me“And don’t worry about the money in Neils desk,it’s his wages, but he has no bills to pay, so he leaves in in his office.it will all go to the bank on Monday, and he will close the restaurant for the next tow days!!!”“Wow” is all I can say about the money, that is a lot of money!!,but still – “Steve? please tell me what’s happening”“later, we got stuff to do” he tells me with a cheeky smile on his face.“Way aren’t we working?? And will we still be paid?”“yes we get paid, And Neil wants a takeaway for everyone, and with this mush cash, it will last well over a week.” he simply smiles“Have you ever taken Speed before??”he asks“Yeah I did with Suzy and Dee”And that’s it’s we go shower together and oh my god Steve’s body is really somethinghuge muscles, and wow his bit’s “Mmmmmm” I say as I see him. “back at you” he laughs.Well just as a recap at this point I had only ever had sex withTwo men, Bob my asshole Ex- and Big Garry,Two women, Suzy and Dee.So any way it turns out that all that money was for d**gs and lots of them.Everyone is high and dressed for the night club.And everyone except me seem to know what’s happening.Turns out Neil is going to the south of France to study!!The knight moves on and we all start to get a bit lovey and touchy and well horny.I find myself thinking that it would be nice to sleep with Steve, after seeing him I the shower.– (Now I know your thinking “what about Suzy” well we only sleep together and she sleep’s with the Chefs sometimes, same as Dee and every one really.) –But when we all come back to Neil’s room’s and Neil pops of to bed as we all cuddle together on his couches.Theirs about 10 of us in there Big Garry making out with Dee and Little Garry with Suzy. some are snoozing, some playing Xbox, and so on.I’m chatting away with Steve and Paul, talking dirty and flashing a little to much leg.When I remember I’m not warning underwear. Because me, Suz, Dee, and other Waitress – (Sam I think her name was )-We were all messing around to see if any of the guy’s in the club would notice, and see how many free drinks we could get.– (Funny at the time, but thinking about it now, well it’s a bit slutty to flash your bit’s in a club just for a game) –It was very funny because Neils have paid for everyone and every thing in our group.Steve tells me that he dose that to say sorry for leavening for about a third of the year.So I’m chatting to Paul and Steve.“So Neil is going of to study so he can create better menus?” I’m saying to SteveWith one leg on the floor and the other led over his legs, revelling to both of them that I don’t have underwear on.And smiling at Paul every time he looks at my bits.– (For you that have never done it, Speed makes you high, awake, and ready for anything, also you don’t get drunk when you have taking itas long as you don’t drink to much.) –“Yes pretty much he has been all round the world studding food” Steve say’s “and comes back with all new ideas for all of us,it’s a pain in the ass that he’s not here, but it works out every time.”With his hand on my leg slipping up slowly, it’s nice to talk and flirting at the same time,It’s turns me on so much, to be touched like that.“I want a drink, you guy’s want one???”I say.Paul pipes up “AhH don’t go Steff was enjoying the view, but yes I would love a beer”“Ok” I say “be back in a min I want some wine so I will pop to the kitchen”As I stand I pull my dress up and flash my Bum. “Is that a better view Paul??” I say laughing a little“Told you she had a nice ass” Steve say to Paul“I do like and nice bum”So off I go with Dee to get more wine, the beers are upstairs in a fridge.Dee stealing a quick kiss from me and says, “you know thows two what to sleep with you, I’ve slept with them and on my god there huge.”“I’m so horny, I could have them both” I say laughing like it’s a joke.“Do it, I will wake Neil up and we can have a gangbang” says DeeBUT she’s not laughing!!!Playing along thinking ‘No way would they do that!’So off we go back to Neil’s front room big Gary and little Gary both stealing kissy for Sam and Suzy.And Dee go’s off to Neil’s room.– (Fuck me she’s not joking) –Turns out that is what they have all been talking about on the other side of the room anyway,And have told Paul and Steve.They both stand up “we need a show Steff, you coming?”– (With flashes of Steve’s body in my mind) – I say with out thinking “Yes, I could do with one.”I get to see his body I’m thinking but without realising, that Paul with be with us.Like I said before the shower is big, It has huge all round body shower that can easy fit two people,But for three people??.Dear god they are so beautiful to look at, Mediterranean skin and WoW big bits between there leg’s.and I mean big.I felt so wet just standing there at the shower door.“Would you like us to wash you Steff??” they ask.(What? Why are they asking isn’t it obvious??)Thinking about it all wet between my leg’s, I realised that no one has touched me without asking.Even Big Garry and Suzy, it was me the touched them, Suzy had even said – (“can I kiss you back”) –“Yes, yes please, I would love that” I sayAs I squeeze in. – (there is room but not much) –I ask “Can I wash both of you as well”“we would love that!”It takes no time at all before we have our hands all over each other.There beautiful Mediterranean skin so soft like Suzy’sAnd so strong, facing Steve, I run shower gel down from his neck to his Now very big and very hard cock.Paul gelling my neck, my back, and bum cheeks, as Steve stroking my breasts.Pauls hands running down the back of my leg’s to the back of my Knee, he neal’s down nipping and my bum with his teethas he start to sand I say “don’t stop it’s feels so nice”“What would you like me to do?” he asks “I don’t know I just know if feels nice, help your self!”.Oh my god this is nice Steve’s Cock so big I my hand, as I wash him.As Paul asks “are you sure?”Steve pulls back slightly looing me in the eye with a gentle questioning look“Just say and we will stop, ok?” Steve says“yes please don’t stop” I say Paul opens my bum cheeks a little and helps him selfliking my bum and playing with my pussy.“We need more room” I say, and just like that we step out of the shower,It seams so natural to do this, moving to the front room in my towelsThe others waiting to use the shower, Sam and Big Garry, little Garry, Suzy, some of the other’s I don’t remember.there part time staff.But Neil has just got up and gone to his office.I guide Paul and Steve to the couch we were on before, letting them sit.I pass them there beers and fill my wine glass drinking half of it.I neal on the floor in front of them.– (What the hell am I doing, I would never thought I would be doing this!!.) –“I wish I could put you both in my mouth at the same time” I say – (Dear god this feels right) –I want them both, steeling Steves ice Cold beer for him, I swig it to make my mouth cold.As I lean forward passing him his drink back, I take his now soft cock and suck it into my mouth.All in one because it is soft it fits, but so fast I feel it growing in my mouth,I want it all, I want them both, holding his hips I force my self to let him grow full in my moth,As deep as I can get it into my throat, holding my breath tears in my eyes,I pull back for a breath, and go again deeper and faster.By the side of me I see Paul get up, “I’ll be right back” he sayhis cock poking out of his towel, I stop him for a second, looking up at him,His cock so close to my face, “don’t be long” I say, and sip gently on him cock.“just getting some drink, I see you like cold things.”“MMmmm OK” I say with a big smile on my face.Returning to the now huge cock of Steve’s, I’m so wet it feels like I am dripping.“What can I do for you?” I ask him.“Come stand over me I want to taste you, If you would alow?” he ask’sLifts me to his face and holds me so he can taste my pussy, my legs over the back of the sofa, his arm lay out so strong, holding me level,as Paulcome back putting more beer and wine down.“lay back Steff, Steve’s a show off but he can hold you.”Paul holding my shoulders so I don’t fall, I pull his towel away to get to his cock.Steve tasting me, his tongue so deep in my Bum then my pussy, my head back escort bayan upside down.I rap my arm’s around Pauls bum cheeks and pull him to me.“Put your cock in my mouth” I saySlowly pulling him in and out of my mouth– (oh my god I cum much) –“Wow Steff you lucky cow” Suzy says, as she lead’s Big Garry holding him but his cock and to the other sofa.“MMM” is about all I can say.I feel Paul pull away Saying “I don’t want to cum yet” He says/Shaking like mad I pause Steve lifting me up for Paul to cradle me in his arms.They let me sit and pull myself together.– (I want them both but there not moving on me why did they just steal a taste and let me go down on them) – “Were is Neil” Suzy says, Sam leading Little Garry in the room.“In his Office” I say “I’ll come with you” as I get up I kiss the end’s off Paul’s and Steve’s Cock.leaving the room with Suzy.“Suzy??” I say, “yes hun?” “you know what we have been up to tonight? Why haven’t Paul and Steve tried to have sex with me?” I ask“Oh Steff” she says laughing at me. – (I don’t understand this is quite new to me.) –“Have you asked them to??” she asks“I shouldn’t have to ask!, should I?” I say.Stopping and looking at me she says with a serious face “I thought you understood.” kissing me gently and smiling“you have to ask them, they will not touch you unless you ask, there not like your Ex-they will never risk anyone saying (****) or (Sexual harassment)”“Oh right —- OH!!! I get it, I get it, thank Suzy” I say as I start to run backI run back into the room like a c***d on Christmas.I run over to Steve and hover over him, sipping my wine and smiling down at himthey both look sacred ‘ish’.– (I think I probably look crazy) – “You ok Steff?” Paul says“Do you like giving anal Paul?” I ask“Yes” they both sayI know I Sound a bit crazy!!! they just look at me like I am mad– (Good times) –All of us taking more and more speed, and drinking.I kneel in front of them, drinking and playing with them both.I have Paul in mouth forcing him deep into my throat, Paul saying again “I don’t want to cum yet”But I force Paul to cum in my mouth. I have always liked the taste of cum, I don’t know way.It feels goo to have him explode with pleasure on my tongue.Paul laying back, I can see he is happy.“Can you cum for me again soon??” I ask“Not just yet, but I will try” He saysStealing the last little bit’s of cum for his, now soft cock, kissing it, sucking it deep into my mouth.After a drink I sit on Steve’s lap playing his bits against mine.“Am I allowed to put you in me?” I say , “yes” he saysHanging my head low I look him I the eye’s and say“Steve? would you like to fuck me??”“yes very much so” he says“Paul? would you like to fuck me? Would like to try anal with me?”Smiling he say “If you like but I need a little time.”“I want you to both help your self’s to my body.”This is were it get more than just good crazy sex.This is when I found out that I love to be treated like this.By good honest people, people that would never harm me, never be mean.like I said at the start my Ex- Bob used to hit me and bully me.but now I was free and happy, I was making love to women and men.Were was I,I had just Asked Paul and Steve to help them self’s to my bodySteve laying on the floor I lower my self on to him, him cock huge and hard, I’m so wet when he touches me.I tease him as I hover over him pushing down on him cock so so slow.I feel him pulling my hips down, but I only allow him in just a little.As I hover over Steve, I reach to pull Paul to me, my mouth open for him.Kissing his balls and licking his cock to make him hard again.I had made him cum in my mouth just before, so he was soft and I could fit him all in my mouth.I guide him to stand next to Steve, as I sit up for his cock to go in my mouth,And push down on to Steve, as he holds my hips, I start to shake immediately, as his cock fills my pussy,I’m excited as Steve pulls down, we both sign in excitement, my back straight as Steve lifts me and pulls deep back in, I take Paul in my mouth, his soft cock opening my throat as it grows very slowly, so nice to feel.I cum for Steve, shakeing as he lifts meMy knee’s starting to sting form being bumped on the floor.I can hardly move form shaking. The explode with pleasure inside of me.god I want more but have I to move.I ask in a shaky voice “Can we move to the sofa and stop for a drink?”“yeah no prob’s” they say, I try to stand but I don’t want Steve to leave my body me.So he simply picks me up, sill hard inside me, god he is strong, lifting me, turning me as he sits.Steve still inside me, Paul passing me my drink, but I take his cock insted.I’m laughing with pleasure and excitement, wiggling my bum pushing Steve deeper into me,Leaning forward for Paul to put him cock back in my mouth.Doing this on and off for some time, until Paul is fully hard and ready again.I can see the others, on the other side of the room, – (No Dee and Neil yet)- Suzy sat on big Garry and Sam sucking Little Garry I can see Big Garrys has his cock in Suzy’s ass.“Paul lay on the sofa for me so I can feel up in my bum” I saySmiling he swops with Steve, bending me over first so he can wet my ass.This is something I liked to do with Suzy and Dee.Opening me with his fingers, licking me and moving the wet form my pussy to my ass.I lower down on to him slow and gently he move’s us both into place.– (I used to do this with my Ex- but didn’t like it) – Paul so gently pushing into me as I take Steve into my mouth, I can taste myself on his cock.He’s just as big as Paul, I force him into my throat my hands rap around his bum pulling him into my mouth.I want them at the same time, I want them in my mouth, my pussy, my ass, I am so excited I don’t know what to do with myself.Riding Paul deep into my ass “Steve can you fuck me at the same time???” I ask.“Wwe can try that Steff” Paul says lifting me, just as strong as Steve,he stands and steps towards Stevethey hold me up as Steve pushes into my pussy.I explode with pleasure, my god don’t let this stop, there hands holding my legs and arms,So strong but so soft and gentle, I have never felt so alive with pleasure, This is to much for me,As I shake in there gentle hand, my body full with there cocks, I want more but I shake so much.They find it hard to hold me.I don’t mean to shake, but I cant help myself, I’ve never cum so much.“Bend me over the sofa Doggy style, Paul fuck my ass as you like,“Steve let me taste you.” I say “fuck my mouth”As Steve moves to the back of the sofa, Paul lifting me gently, never leaving my ass as he bends me over.how can the be so strong, so big, and yet so so gentle,Never do they hurt me there always so gentle.I know they could hurt me, – (Like Bob used to) – but they don’t.I realize in this explosion of pure pleasureThere not Fucking me they are making love to me, they are enjoying my body like I’m enjoying there’s.They push deep into me but, It is me in control, it’s me pushing against Paul deeper and deeper,My arms wrap around Steve bum, I pull him into my mouth, again and again, Opening my throat a little more every time.Fouled by the small amount of d**gs I took, and Fouled by pleasure and trustI know they will never hurt me.Knowing this makes me want to please them, I want them to know that!.I say “Do what you want to me, please, don’t stop, help yourself to my body”I can hardly stay on my knee’s, as I shake with pleasure.Paul pushing into my ass, pushing me forward, my mouth open for Steve.I Grab hard to Steve’s bum cheeks as I cry out, pushed forward by Paul, I pull Steve so deep into my throat.I feel a gentle ‘pop’ in my throat, something just gave way.And I tale all of his cock, I can feel it in my neck, I cough and gag for a moment.“SORRY Steff” they say “so so sorry” Paul leaning forward to see if I’m ok.“Don’t stop I say, do it again!!, it’s so nice to get it all the way” I say,Paul has taken his cock out of me, Steve looking scared that he my have hurt me.I turn to sit for a moment and take Paul’s huge cock in my mouth,pulling his bum cheeks, So he go’s all the way down my throat.“I like this” I say, as I can taste my ass on his cock,– (I know I am clean) –“Will you cum Steve??”I ask “yes” he groans “Me two” says Paul.“Cum in my ass Pauls, I want to feel it in me” I Say pulling Steve to sit on the sofa.I waste no time, I have Steve’s cock in my throat before he is sitting.trying to lower himself slowly, I feel his cock pull from my throat, oh so good, feel it’s length across my tongue.I sigh a small cold gasp of are, so unbelievably turned on.I arch my self as high as I can to reach his cock a need to continue.My ass high in the are for Paul to help himself, I feel his fingers in my now starched pussy, his tongue slipping into my ass.I push back on my as I suck Steve, this feels so right.As Paul moves I move to meat his cock, now hungry to feel him inside of.I tuck my hands under Steve’s bum, so I can hold myself up as I shake form pleasure,pulling down on his cock to get it deep as I can in this position, allowing Paul to push me down.My god this is going to hurt tomorrow. But right now this is haven.Steve warning me “Steff I’m going to cum!”I take a panting breath, sucking in a cold huge breath.And push as hard as I can, as deep as I can, gentle twists of my head,to go deeper and deeper, my eye’s water as I feel his cock throb and pump into my throat.this feels nice, my throat growing wider, then thinner over and over,I find my self clamped on to him not letting him go, I am Cumming myself, I feel wetdripping down my inner thigh.Needing a breath I pull away, sipping at the end of his cock.Paul deep inside my ass, his fingers digging into my bum cheeks.I push harder and harder back on to him, I am almost on the floor from shaking,Only just holding myself up.As he explodes into my ass, I can feel his cock throb, as he dose.– (And I would like to say I could feel his cum but I cant I was fucked) –Squeezing my bum cheeks together to hold in Pauls Cum inside, I turn to taste him, his cum and my ass,form his cock. Playing the end with my tongue, making him groin.We all collapsed into a heap of, well I don’t really know, but it felt good I know that.I finish my wine and a hole beer right after.Knotted between them.Looking over the other side of the room every one else looks, at us, and begging laughing.– (What have I become.????) –A sting in my throat from the wine,My bum feeling strange, I definitely know I have one!!!,I know I want more as well, We all know the restaurant will be closed for two day’s,I know without a doubt that we will not be sleeping any time soon.