After Rehab
All sex is between people age 18 or over.
As mentioned in earlier chapters, I was back living in Tucson after I got out of my 28-day inpatient stay for substance abuse. It was a relief to be off the meth, although it was a long time before I stopped craving the intense, piggy sex that I had while on meth. I considered myself very fortunate to have stopped when I did. I stopped before smoking meth rotted my teeth. The doctors at the rehab facility said that I had stopped just when I would have started seriously damaging my liver and kidneys. I had gained some weight back so that I didn’t look so tweaked out. I think my family didn’t ever know what I had been up to when I disappeared for days. I told them that I had been hanging out with other people doing meth and left it at that.
I stayed away from the meth, but I was still horny for cock. I knew I was lucky that I had avoided becoming HIV+ or getting any other STDs in my meth-fueled debauchery and that I should be playing safe now. But it is true what people say. Once you have bareback sex, condom sex just won’t do.
As I described in earlier chapters, I started going to the adult bookstores and some cruisy areas in Tucson. I also made a more concentrated effort to find sex partners online.
One guy I found online was a very cool, chill guy who I ended up hooking up with a bunch of times. He was a smaller guy, probably 5’8″ ish, Latino, handsome. He had longish black hair, dark eyes, and a slender but toned body. He was probably 30ish or so. He had a beautiful uncut cock. It was about 8″ and very thick. It was the type of uncut where even the ridge on the head is the same diameter as the shaft, so it was one long, thick cylinder of cock.
He lived alone, so he could always host. I would hit him up when I would see him online and ask him if I could come over. He always had good poppers available too. His name was Carlos.
The first time I went to his house he invited me in, and we went into his bedroom. I got naked and so did he. His cock was already awake, but not hard. I assumed that he had been playing with it while waiting for me to arrive. I dropped on my knees to suck it.
By that time, I had developed a habit of taking a submissive posture when sucking cock. I would kneel, then sit back so my ass was resting on my feet. I would usually keep my hands in my lap, except when I needed to use them to put the cock in my mouth or when I was holding the cock up to keep it out of the way so I could suck the guy’s balls. I liked to let my istanbul travesti mouth do all the work as much as possible.
I took the head of his cock in my mouth and swirled my tongue around it then teased the underside. I could feel him start to respond immediately. I love the feeling of making a cock transform from soft to fully erect in my mouth. A large part of the turn on of having sex with men at that point was getting off on the fact that I could pleasure a hung guy and satisfy his desires. Making him hard in my mouth was a big part of that.
I told him I loved his cock. He handed me the poppers and I had some deep snorts and handed them back. By this time, he was hard enough for me to try to force his cock down my throat. I didn’t get far on the first try, but I didn’t expect to. I had learned that the first attempt to deep throat a big, thick cock doesn’t have to succeed to accomplish what I need it to. Triggering my gag reflex would make my mouth and throat fill with slippery saliva. I had learned that by clenching my abs as hard as possible I could fight off any actual retching even when my gag reflex was triggered.
I coated his cock with the saliva that flowed into my mouth on the first, failed attempt to swallow his cock and tried again. This time I got him in my throat and then pushed forward until my nose was buried in his pubic hair and my lips were wrapped around the base of his cock. I held it there until I ran out oxygen. Then I pulled back, took a few deep breaths, and then took him to the hilt again. This time I bobbed on his cock, fucking his shaft with my throat.
By now his cock was fully erect. He offered me the poppers again and invited me to lay on the bed. He lay on his back, and I crouched between his legs and sucked him some more. I moved down to lick his balls and sucked them one by one into my mouth. He had large, low hanging balls. He said that he loved what I was doing. I asked him how long it had been since the last time he came. He said three or four days. That gave me a burst of excitement as I anticipated that he might be shooting a large load for me.
He seemed to want to take his time, and I was happy to do that. As I was working on his balls, he lifted his ass off the bed and put his legs over my shoulders. I took the hint and trailed my tongue down to his ass. He was nice and clean and had a tight brown pucker. I licked at it and he responded by grinding his ass against my face.
“I can eat your ass better if you turn over.” He turned over and lay on his istanbul travestileri stomach. I spread his cheeks and started eating his ass with a purpose. Before my PNP sluttiness I had eaten male ass only occasionally and didn’t really enjoy it. Now I was actually very turned on as I pushed my cock up this guy’s ass. I was also getting hard (amazing the difference that not being spun out of my mind on meth made).
He raised his ass off the bed, and his huge cock dangled between his legs. I stroked it slowly and gently as I ate his ass. I didn’t want to make him cum or even get him close, I just wanted to make his cock feel good while I had my tongue buried in him.
After enjoying my work for a while, he asked me to trade places. I got in my favorite face-down, ass-up pose. Now it was my time to enjoy a mouth on my hole. He gave me the poppers and licked my hole. I had cleaned out meticulously. I relaxed my sphincter as he darted his tongue further and further inside me. He stroked my cock, which was hard and dangling beneath me.
“Please put your cock in me. I can’t wait to feel you sliding into my ass.”
He had produced some lube from somewhere and handed it to me. It was a silicon-based brand, which I loved. I asked him what position he wanted me in. He said he wanted start with me on top of him. He laid on his back on the bed. I applied a generous amount of lube on his cock and then straddled him. I reached back and put some lube in and on my ass. I grabbed his cock and lined it up with my hole. I pulled my ass open with one hand and placed the head of my cock on my asshole. I wiggled a bit to get it nestled so that it was slightly pushing into me.
He handed me the poppers and I took several deep hits with each nostril and then handed them back. I started lowering myself onto his cock. We both groaned as his head penetrated my hole. There was a moment of resistance as he hit my inner sphincter, but I knew how to relax that part of my ass, and he slid further inside me. Now I was able to take his full length of his cock inside me in one motion until he was completely inside me. I squeezed his cock. He ground it into me. I started rocking up and down on his cock. On the up stroke I would almost rise completely off his cock then sink down to fully engulf it again. He was so hard and so thick that there wasn’t any issue with him slipping out, even when I was riding him faster and harder.
He said he wanted to switch positions. I asked how he wanted me. He said face-down, ass-up. I was happy travesti istanbul to comply. I got in position. He handed me the poppers and I snorted them. He teased me by rubbing the head of his cock on my hole. I asked him to put it in. He told me to beg for it. I begged him to fuck me with his huge, beautiful cock. He pushed it back inside me. He held my hips and fucked me. I had my asshole clamped around him. He was hitting my prostate and my cock was leaking pre-cum.
He pushed me forward until I was laying on the bed and he was laying on top of me, thrusting inside me I groaned and told him his cock owned my hole. He asked me if I was ready to take his load.
“I want your cum in me. Fuck me and shoot it deep inside me.” He told me he was going to send me home with his cum dripping out of me. With my ass clenching his cock I could feel it swell up. I reached back to grab the base of his cock. He pushed all the way in, and I felt him throbbing inside me. The slippery, warm feeling of his cum started deep inside and then spread out the length of his cock as he stroked it back and forth as my ass milked the load out of him. Finally, he collapsed inside me and I squeezed his cock to keep in inside of me. After he minute, he slowly pulled himself out of me.
“Turn over.” I was confused for a second. Then I realized that he wanted to make me cum. I was so used to being a PNP fuck slut, with my cock kept permanently soft and tiny by the meth that it hadn’t occurred to me that I could cum now that he had used my ass and cum in me. I turned around and he engulfed my cock in his mouth. Now that I was able to get hard again, my uncut cock was 8″, not quite as thick as him, but nice and hard. He was able to swallow me to the base. He also stuck two fingers in my ass and curved them upwards, hitting my prostate. I groaned. I knew he was going to make me cum quickly and cum hard. I groaned and felt my first spurt of cum go down his throat. He backed off until the head of my cock was on his tongue and then sucked the rest of the cum out of me as his fingers massaged my prostate. I hadn’t come for a couple of days, so I knew I was shooting big load in his mouth. He swallowed once and then let the rest stay in his mouth and I finished my orgasm.
He moved up and kissed me, sharing the cum that was still in his mouth with me. He also gave me his fingers to suck clean.
I lay there a while recovering and then got dressed. I told him I hoped he wanted to do that again. He said he was glad to hear that I wanted to do that again. I went home well fucked, very spent, and happy to have found a very hot fuck buddy. I went home and pushed out his cum in front of the mirror. He had definitely shot a huge load up my ass. I used his cum as lube to jerk off and stroked my cock until I shot my own load on my chest.